So here i am again. Insomnia's wrath has well and truly taken ahold. I say this although, it's very much an exagerration. In reality, at home I wish i was a tortured soul, but i'm just not. At university however i am so. Sleepless nights after pointless days spent hermiting in my prison cell window room. I am however determined to make something of myself, and if this means spending many awaken nights on my poor lonesome with 4od my channel for entertainment, then so be it. I'll come out the better person for it.
I've made a list of things I want to achieve, some long term, some not so, but each little one i feel is a lily pad stepping stone away from the pond of depression.
1. come up with a solid idea for the freshers issue of nerve magazine - maybe 2 one short, one longer
2. actually write this article.
These will be my 2 for the week shall we say, I feel this to be an achievable goal.
Eventually also:
3. Learn to drive, preferably before the end of summer, however this can be negotiated (although will be very annoying if not done)
4. Volunteer in Bournemouth when i go back
5. Get a job in Bournemouth
6. TRY and complete this life draining degree, if worse comes to worse i can do a top up at the end in something more specific which i enjoy :)
7. write in this blog everyday :) it's so good just to get it out, even if no one is listening, just writing it down seems as though it seems outta the pores in my skin and disintergrates as it punctuates the atmosphere
I NEED A HERO! I'M HOLDING OUT FOR A HERO AT THE END OF THE NIGHT!. Right sorry really must begin this article now or i'll use the "i'm too tired excuse" as usual. I'm just lazy basically. Ciao
Sunday, 6 June 2010
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