Okay, so life sorting starts...now.
I'm in a place right now where I don't know where/what /or even who ;) I want out of life. The mediocracy is killing me; my uni degree is quite possibly the most useless qualification known to man - not that i feel as though i fit in anyway, but let's save that for another day - and I feel trapped in a little GLASS CAGE OF EMOTION MAN! I joke...but seriously; I thought university would be the key to opening so many doors, figuring what i wanted from life and the opportunity for so many new life experiences. I though i'd taste the sweet sweet nectar that is the beginning of my future but i'm left feeling thoroughly dissapointed. It's so frustrating because i feel I have so much more to give to the world, to society, to my friends nand family. Eventually in life I want to be able to help people, I just don't quite know how yet. Does that make me a bad person?
Coming to uni as a fresher I had so many hopes of it being the best time of my life, the kind you see in disgustingly common American Pies movies; but in the harsh reality that is daylight it has become increasingly evident that the it's not all parties and piss-ups. There are lectures to drag your ass to, assignments to be harvard referenced and bitching and backstabbing like you've never before witnessed.
The secret - that's a book i need to get for my sister.
Anyway cioa for now.
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